My Blog, My Creation

Ho ho ho, I coming back. After so long I haven’t touch my keyboard to make a post. Today I deciding to make a new one. And It is written in English like this blog earliest posts. I really miss a kind of post like this even I feel so difficult to write like this again. But I will try. And this post will not become one hard thing to read for you, I just wanna write about some headers that I had used to this blog. Here are them, the best I ever had ( ups, it’s hear like Vertical Horizon’s Song title) but no matter.

OK started for the latest header I use, I don’t know by what name I should call it, but this one is nice. A nice blog header with and glass and transparent effect. Beside that things there also a mirror effect in some part of this header. I make this header with a blue as the main color to match it with this blog theme color, yes blue too.

The next was my header i used for Cutline blog themes it’s main color is green so nice with leaf effect and make me really powered because of the color. Green was Rocks me. I like the effect, it looks so nice.

The last in this post have same main color with the header before, green. I made this one when I was feeling so addicted with the green for a Saphire blog themes. I feel that I could not avoid from this color at that time, so that all blogging accessories such as banner and header also made by a green as the main color. Yeah, they’re so nice, really nice until this time. Something I really love from this header is the 3D effect that you can see from some line stripes that across almost all of the header face.

I’m so sorry if there were watermarks in all of that header, so that may be if you’re interested to use it you could not use it. But if you wanting them you can request the PSD file to me, (it’s looks like I lost some of them )

May be there’s someone of you that ever think ” Metamorfosis, Why ? ” “Is there something that I hide behind it ?” Although may be most of you will say ” No matter what, I don’t care, It’s his own right ” Yeah that’s right, true and real. But, wrong I if I try to share about that ? Not so wrong, and it isn’t a mistake I think. So, here I will force you to take care about that.

First, at the beginning of this blog, I was really upset with my condition. I was failing to pass that exam, and become a loser. I feel that there are somethings that not just for me. Cause I know that I was not being a stupid person since I born until today. And even I sometimes become my friends helper to solve their trouble at the test, yeah at the time of test not just at the day of test, to help them learn about all they have to master. But to help them to answer the questions. But the fact, I was left, become a loser and just can see some of them seems feel really happy.

So, at the day I feel that something easy is looks like to be not easy to me. I don’t know who have to blamed. But I think that there was something / someone make it hard. So, In my head and in my hearth I wanna say that I just wanna learn all the things in a simple way a very easy way to be understood. At all. I don’t want learn anythings in a way that make someone crashed, fall. And learnsimply is come out.

And why Metamorfosis ? It’s one of may pray, may hope and something I really want to be happened. As you know that Metamorfosis is a process of some animal to get their perfect form, to be something more usefull and powerfull. So, I hope so, that my life will be increase and increase to get something more. To be better. I hope there will be changes in my life. By learning all as far as I can.

To all just walk in your way, never give up, keep on spirit and just learn all the things in your simple way. Never feel that we are a loser, we are a winner forever. Enjoy this life, don’t get mad. There still better day tomorrow. I think thats all thanks for all of your time spent to read this.

Caution: Prepare Aspirin as much as you can before read this, because this post is not good and easy reading enough post. You will get some trouble to understand what I mean until you get headache.

I am. Today, just be a man that try to think about this life. Try to understand what went some days ago. Try to discover all sense, remind all the things ever happened to me. Remaining all sadness and happiness. See all, to prepare the next day.

And, damn my sight is turned into the time several months ago. When I get a new friend at the fighting ring. Fight with him to make our rider get proud in their hearth. Be glad to see their achievement that seen by our ability. On that time, I never think to make all rival to be my friends, as someone I know. Someone who become place to share, someone to devide all thinks in my mind. I, just want to be the best, without know them. It was great mistake, because I know today that rival in the ring is not need to be rival too in the real life. Friends is needed, at all the things, forever.

Next my mind bring me to see myself to the day I try to get the scholarship. There are many trouble, but I can pass all. I can follow it. I even ever think that It’s not my right to get it so that trouble is always come, and come again. I almost give up, but Allah help me to face it. I really thanks to Allah, that time, yeah just that time. After that I forget all the things ever given. Allah was just become the story. Huh, I feel sad to see myself on that day. I see all I did on that time is not good reward to all He ever gave.

Next I see I cried to him, looks so sad, because I fail to continue my study at the scholarship. I see that it is something that not really good to do that time. I become ashamed to remember it. After forgetting him, I cry to request his help. Huh.., people, never remember him when happy, and than cry when get mad.

Oh my God give me your clue and show me way to be the best and always remember you. Forgive me by all of my sin. Keep me to be in your way.